เราคือ manic
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ชื่อเล่น Crisandra manic cruz
เป็นสมาชิกเมื่อ 5 มี.ค. 54 เวลา 16:14
Online ล่าสุด 23 มิ.ย. 56 เวลา 21:10
วันเกิด Mar 19, 1988
อายุ 36
เป็นสมาชิกเมื่อ 5 มี.ค. 54 เวลา 16:14
Online ล่าสุด 23 มิ.ย. 56 เวลา 21:10
วันเกิด Mar 19, 1988
อายุ 36
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I hate this feeling
I'm just going to start typing and hope it makes me feel better. I apologize if I come off as a heartbroken emo guy in his early 20's. Fact is, I am, and I don't care. I wish I had someone to help me through all of this. I feel so alone. I feel like I have plenty of friends, but not any really good friends. I wish I just had one best friend that I could count on right now. It's far too late for that now though. I'm 22..... Nobody meets someone new and becomes best friends with them at this age, I think. I hope I'm wrong. I would love someone to come over and watch movies with me. Watch TV shows or even play some video games with. Or listen to some music and just talk about life. Preferably the good things in life so that I feel better. I wish I had someone I could call on whenever I wanted to go to the movies. Someone to call me when they wanted to go to the movies. I wish this someone would be into all kinds of different genres like I am. I wish they would be able to watch Transformers with me and see me in awe with all the visual shit that I like. I wish that same person can come over and not judge me when I get all choked up at the end of Blue Valentine. I guess I'm just rambling now. I can't say that this post helped me one point, but I tried. I usually take an extremely long time to get over things like this, but I hope I can handle myself better now that I'm older. I'm supposed to be more mature and wise. I don't feel it, though. My day went by like any regular day while I was at university. I guess my mind was just busy. Now that I'm home I can't stop thinking of stupid crap that just makes me feel like utter shit. I hope I can watch some movies and get lost in them. It would be easier if you were here with me. Then again, I wouldn't need to keep my mind off of things if you were.
I hate this feeling
I'm just going to start typing and hope it makes me feel better. I apologize if I come off as a heartbroken emo guy in his early 20's. Fact is, I am, and I don't care. I wish I had someone to help me through all of this. I feel so alone. I feel like I have plenty of friends, but not any really good friends. I wish I just had one best friend that I could count on right now. It's far too late for that now though. I'm 22..... Nobody meets someone new and becomes best friends with them at this age, I think. I hope I'm wrong. I would love someone to come over and watch movies with me. Watch TV shows or even play some video games with. Or listen to some music and just talk about life. Preferably the good things in life so that I feel better. I wish I had someone I could call on whenever I wanted to go to the movies. Someone to call me when they wanted to go to the movies. I wish this someone would be into all kinds of different genres like I am. I wish they would be able to watch Transformers with me and see me in awe with all the visual shit that I like. I wish that same person can come over and not judge me when I get all choked up at the end of Blue Valentine. I guess I'm just rambling now. I can't say that this post helped me one point, but I tried. I usually take an extremely long time to get over things like this, but I hope I can handle myself better now that I'm older. I'm supposed to be more mature and wise. I don't feel it, though. My day went by like any regular day while I was at university. I guess my mind was just busy. Now that I'm home I can't stop thinking of stupid crap that just makes me feel like utter shit. I hope I can watch some movies and get lost in them. It would be easier if you were here with me. Then again, I wouldn't need to keep my mind off of things if you were.